I had a horrible day yesterday.  I was parking my car next to a really big truck and I should have known the space was too small.  I ran into the front corner of the truck and dented the passenger side of my new car.  The truck didn't have even a small scratch on it.  That is what started my morning.

I have been having carpel tunnel issues with my right hand and the place where I work hasn't acknowledged it yet.  I sat at a desk that was ergonomically set up for another person and it was horrible.  I couldn't write and type because of the way it was set up;  it was meant just for her, not for me. 

I am so tired all the time.  I am going to get a physical from my doctor.  I changed my schedule so that I come in later in the morning instead of 5:30am so I could get more sleep.  It is not working.  I hope this is just because I'm overweight and not because I have a medical issue.

God has been so faithful to me.  I had basically abandoned him for a long while.  I honestly don't know why.  Maybe because it seemed easier.  I didn't have to find time for Bible reading or praying.  I could just ignore him.  But you know what....I never forgot him.  And he always reminded me he was there.  He never left me.  I am now praying, and not just for things.  I pray that I can learn from others how to be a better person.  I pray that God will use me for His glory and not mine.  I pray that I will allow him to help me figure out how to put my life in some semblance of order, because my whole life seems out of control.  I love Him so much.  He never abandoned me when I did that to him.

Well, it's early.  I'm going to go enjoy a pop and then see if I can get some more sleep before work.   Ta-ta for now.....